
Closer to Us Than We Want Him to Be
Many would prefer to keep God at a safe distance.
We push Him into the far reaches of the cosmos — the Watchmaker God, the abstract Principle, the distant Being who sets things in motion and then steps aside. Even sophisticated language about science, randomness, or autonomy can serve the same purpose: creating space between ourselves and the unsettling nearness of God.
But the God revealed in Jesus Christ refuses to remain distant.
He draws closer than we are comfortable with.
Closer than our arguments.
Closer than our defenses.
Closer than our carefully maintained independence.
The Christian God is not content to remain an idea. He enters history, takes flesh, and walks among us. He is born in poverty, lives hidden for years, and ultimately gives Himself over to suffering and death. This is not the behavior of a distant deity. This is the posture of a God who desires communion.
Yet it is precisely this closeness that troubles us.
A distant God can be discussed.
A distant God can be managed.
A distant God can be admired without requiring conversion.
But a God who is near — a God who knows us, sees us, and remains with us — demands something more. His presence exposes our evasions and unmasks our attempts to control our own lives. The nearness of God reveals not only who He is, but who we are.
In the Eucharist, this closeness reaches its summit.
Here, Christ does not merely speak to us or inspire us. He remains. He abides. He places Himself into our hands, onto our tongues, and into our very bodies. The Lord of heaven and earth makes Himself vulnerable — silent, hidden, and dependent upon our reverence.
This is a closeness we did not invent and cannot dilute.
The Eucharistic Lord does not stand at a distance offering advice. He draws near to heal, to sanctify, and to remain. He comes close not because we are worthy, but because we need Him. His closeness is not sentimental; it is redemptive.
And this is where resistance often arises.
It is easier to speak about God than to remain with Him.
Easier to analyze faith than to surrender to it.
Easier to admire Christ than to allow Him to dwell within us.
Yet the Christian life is not an exercise in safe distance. It is a call to abide — to remain with the One who has already chosen to remain with us.
The closeness of God is not an idea to analyze, but a presence to receive.
If we find ourselves uneasy with how near God has come, it may be because His nearness asks for trust rather than control, surrender rather than strategy. Still, He does not withdraw. He waits — patiently, quietly — closer to us than we want Him to be, and closer than we could ever deserve.

Total Consecration: Day 23 – St. Louis Marie de Montfort – Daily Reflection
Jesus devoted Himself entirely to Mary, why should we not do the same? Br. Julian explains how devotion and consecration to Mary strengthens the gift of our baptism.

Total Consecration: Day 3 – St. Louis Marie de Montfort – Daily Reflection
Jesus calls us to love our neighbor and to not judge the state of their eternal soul. In this video, Br. Julian pinpoints how to take the narrow way of love and choosing God over worldliness.

Total Consecration: Day 24 – St. Louis Marie de Montfort – Daily Reflection
The short and narrow way of the Christian path is difficult, but not when we bring ourselves to Mary. Br. Julian teaches how Jesus made His beloved Mother the surest, and simplest path to Heaven.

Total Consecration: Day 15 – St. Louis Marie de Montfort – Daily Reflection
We have this great challenge from Our Lord to repentance. The word repentance is always linked to the promise of forgiveness and the assurance of God’s mercy.

Total Consecration: Day 4 – St. Louis Marie de Montfort – Daily Reflection
Pride can be an obstacle for all of us in the spiritual life. Br. Julain discusses choosing the spirit of humility over the spirit of pride and how this affects our advancement in the spiritual life.
Total Consecration Part II – Introduction: Knowledge of Self – Preparation for Days 13-19
We want to establish the importance of knowing ourselves. This is the theme we must always bear in mind as we move on in this preparation. We should humbly offer our prayers and devotions to ask the light from the Holy Spirit through the intercession of Our Lady that we may see ourselves in this divine light.

Total Consecration: Day 25 – St. Louis Marie de Montfort – Daily Reflection
There are seven effects upon the soul who has consecrated himself to Mary. Br. Julian teaches about these seven effects, and how they transform a consecrated soul to become closer to Mary and Jesus.

Total Consecration: Day 16 – St. Louis Marie de Montfort – Daily Reflection
Humility is the foundation virtue of spiritual life. A person without humility cannot grow in holiness because he is too full of himself, and so there is no room for God. Humility gives us the self-knowledge, to know that we are nothing, and can do nothing without God.

Total Consecration: Day 26 – St. Louis Marie de Montfort – Daily Reflection
St. Louis Marie de Montfort says, “If you want to know the Mother, know the Son.” Br. Julian finishes up the week of ‘knowledge of Mary’ by speaking of the three great mysteries of Mary, and how they reveal God’s love for us.

Total Consecration: Day 27 – St. Louis Marie de Montfort – Daily Reflection
With the week of ‘knowledge of Jesus’ beginning, Br. Julian teaches how any devotion, especially devotion to Mary, must always be directed to Jesus as our end goal alone. Mary is our perfect road to Christ, devotion, the bricks of the road.