
Closer to Us Than We Want Him to Be
Many would prefer to keep God at a safe distance.
We push Him into the far reaches of the cosmos — the Watchmaker God, the abstract Principle, the distant Being who sets things in motion and then steps aside. Even sophisticated language about science, randomness, or autonomy can serve the same purpose: creating space between ourselves and the unsettling nearness of God.
But the God revealed in Jesus Christ refuses to remain distant.
He draws closer than we are comfortable with.
Closer than our arguments.
Closer than our defenses.
Closer than our carefully maintained independence.
The Christian God is not content to remain an idea. He enters history, takes on our humanness, and walks among us. Lest we relegate Him to royalty, He chose to be born in poverty. Lest we claim He had the privilege of fame, He lived most of His years in a hidden life. Lest we dismiss Him as omniscient and immortal, He handed Himself over to suffering and death. This is not the behavior of a distant deity. This is the posture of a loving God who desires communion.
Yet it is precisely this closeness that disturbs us.
A distant God can be discussed.
A distant God can be managed.
A distant God can be admired without requiring conversion.
Closeness requires response
But a God who is near — a God who knows us, sees us, and remains with us — requires something more. His presence exposes our evasions and unmasks our attempts to control our own lives. The nearness of God reveals not only His boundless love, but our reluctant resistance.
In the Eucharist, this closeness reaches its summit.
Here, Christ does not merely speak to us or inspire us. He remains. He abides. He gives Himself to us — body to body. The Lord of heaven and earth makes Himself vulnerable — silent, hidden, and dependent upon our reverence.
This is a closeness that we did not invent and cannot dilute.
Redemptive not sentimental
The Eucharistic Lord does not stand at a distance offering advice. He draws near to heal, to sanctify, and to remain. He comes close not because we are worthy, but because we need Him. His closeness is not sentimental; it is redemptive.
This is where resistance often arises.
It is easier to speak about God than to remain with Him.
Easier to analyze faith than to surrender to it.
Easier to admire Christ than to open our hearts and allow Him to dwell within us.
Yet the Christian life is not an exercise in maintaining a safe distance. It is a call to abide — to choose to remain with the One who has already chosen to remain with us.
The closeness of God is not an idea to analyze, but a presence to receive.
If we find ourselves uneasy with how near God has come, it may be because His nearness beckons for trust rather than control, surrender rather than strategy. Still, He does not withdraw. He waits — patiently, quietly — closer to us than we want Him to be, and closer than we could ever deserve.

Total Consecration: St. Louis Marie de Montfort – Day 11
Discovering what our occasions of sin are and how we can root them out of our lives is very beneficial to the soul. Br. Julian talks about the importance of looking at ourselves honestly, and seeing where we fall short, and striving for an amendment of our lives.

Total Consecration: Day 12 – St. Louis Marie de Montfort – Daily Reflection
What we need is to change our ways and be converted, making amendments, renouncing the spirit of pride and sensuality that throws us away from God and Our Lady. Don’t let the spirit of the world snatch the glorious crown prepared for you by God Himself for all eternity.

Total Consecration: Consecration Day – A Day of Commitment
With the day consecration to Mary now here, Br. Julian gives his final remarks in order to illuminate the gift you’ve given of yourself, and the gift you’ve received, in this special act of consecration to Mary.

Total Consecration: St. Louis Marie de Montfort – Day 1
Our Lord calls the faithful to renounce the spirit of the world. We are called to seek after Our Lord without reserve and without seeking the applause or praise of others. Br. Julian discusses turning away from the spirit of the world and towards Our Lord.

Total Consecration: Day 14 – St. Louis Marie de Montfort – Daily Reflection
Obedience is a virtue by which a person promptly carries out the command of his superior. This virtue will become more perfect as the person is more prompt to do the will of the superior even before the express command is given. May our obedience be an opportunity to glorify God following Jesus and Mary in their obedience to do the will of the Eternal Father.

Total Consecration: Day 23 – St. Louis Marie de Montfort – Daily Reflection
Jesus devoted Himself entirely to Mary, why should we not do the same? Br. Julian explains how devotion and consecration to Mary strengthens the gift of our baptism.

Total Consecration: Day 3 – St. Louis Marie de Montfort – Daily Reflection
Jesus calls us to love our neighbor and to not judge the state of their eternal soul. In this video, Br. Julian pinpoints how to take the narrow way of love and choosing God over worldliness.

Total Consecration: Day 24 – St. Louis Marie de Montfort – Daily Reflection
The short and narrow way of the Christian path is difficult, but not when we bring ourselves to Mary. Br. Julian teaches how Jesus made His beloved Mother the surest, and simplest path to Heaven.

Total Consecration: Day 15 – St. Louis Marie de Montfort – Daily Reflection
We have this great challenge from Our Lord to repentance. The word repentance is always linked to the promise of forgiveness and the assurance of God’s mercy.

Total Consecration: Day 4 – St. Louis Marie de Montfort – Daily Reflection
Pride can be an obstacle for all of us in the spiritual life. Br. Julain discusses choosing the spirit of humility over the spirit of pride and how this affects our advancement in the spiritual life.