Prayer Requests - Protection

I hate the person God created in me. And it doesn’t help that my life is so rocky. My life is in comparison to Job. I cannot feel Jesus’ carrying me right now. I try but it’s getting tougher and tougher to give up crying. I am on my last straw. But yet I feel comfort that I know others are suffering too. I am not alone. But I need prayers for protection from the seen and unseen. I also know it would be wonderful for someone to pray for me. Thank you and God bless you.