So im going to a housing community next to an RSL with counselors, curfew, no drinking or smoking really etc. I need pot. Like actually do or I get ill. The two things available, alcohol and smokes; make me ill. They’re poison. I dont want to go but find my own place really. They will just boot me for anything, there are no locks on the doors and people from the street. I dont know what to do but please just pray. My lifes hell and I dont need to be babysat with rules at 29. I bloody hate them all. They come to my house, talk to mum, ask stupid stuff on the street. I hate this. Please pray. It’s through barwon health geelong. They’ll put me on the street if I even smell like a joint. Once again, I despise their rules and imposing power through health services. Please pray. Amen.